My favorite quote from C.S. Lewis

"God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world." -- C.S. Lewis

5/7/09

13


Today you were born. 13 years ago. I was one week into my 18Th year. So young, unknowing and downright terrified. 22 hours of labor...no drugs...completely naive to the power my own body possessed as I labored you into this world. 3:21 pm, Tuesday, May 7Th, 1996. My life changed forever. In so many ways. So many adjustments. So many sleepless nights as we walked the path of your newborn life together. Alone. You, me and our heavenly Father. Sleepless, nervous, scared, overjoyed and overwhelmed were a few waves of emotion I felt in those first months and many more after that. Now, 13 years later, as I write this I try to catch my breath. So many ups and downs, hills and valleys we have crossed and travelled together. Your life has experienced more than most. We lived many places (some that were not even meant to be lived in), Moved 23 times (did I get the number right?), drove old "beaters", you went to school in the "bad" neighborhood, stood in food pantry lines, saw a lot and heard a lot. Through it all you always had that quiet strength about you. That set determination and ability to "see right through" another person or circumstance. There is no fooling you is there? :) You are extremely organized, artistic and crafty with a flair for color and fashion. You have a servants heart that extends deeply into the lives of your siblings and extended family. Your ability to jump in and help me out of any situation I find myself in (on a daily basis) with the kids and housekeeping never ceases to amaze me. Your heart is after the things of the Lord and He echoes yours through your many Prophetic giftings and insights. You inspire me. I am SO very, absolutely, incredibly grateful for every moment that we have shared together. Through life's so many ups and downs we have always come out on top. Only by His mercy and Grace and unending love, of this you and I both know. Life has changed over the past few years. We have a home, you have a "dad", you have me more than you ever have. I have you, I wouldn't change a thing,


I love you Taylor,
Mom <3